Reactions (Alice)

Hasuhana napped under the oak tree in the park, her math book lying open on her lap. She had gone up there to study but had fell asleep in the sun. She wore her cream and cherry blossom sundress with a sweater lying besides her and her flip flops discarded, sitting by her feet. She stirred slightly, before going back to sleep again.

A black cat walks up to her nuzzling up to her side, unknowing that the mark was no longer there. She climbs into the girls lap and smiles purring a bit.

Hasuhana woke up with a start and looked down at the cat with a smile. Then she recognized it and sat up suddenly, accidentally spilling the cat. She bit her lip and looked at the cat that was Alice Robbins, moving her hand back incase Alice would notice that the 'A' was gone.

Alice noticed her move her hand back and transformed back to her woman form and smiled. "Hi!" She said embracing her softly her hand running down the arm of the girl.

"Um... h-hello," she said nervously, letting Alice hug her. She felt a little guilty and kind of nervous. It was becoming obvious to her that the professor hadn't said anything to Alice yet, and she didn't want to be the first one to say anything about the claim.

Alice suddenly jerked her hand out from behind her and looked at it. "....My...My claim is gone..." She looked at Seishin "...Why?"

Hasuhana stiffened and looked down. "Well... um... i-it..." she tried, ending up only stuttering out random words. "I... it w-was... s-someone... r-removed it," she mumbled, meeting Alice's gaze cautiously.

She stared at her hand for a moment and then suddenly frowned tears coming to her eyes. "You...you asked someone to get rid of my...m...mark?...You...Lied? You didn't want to be with me?..."

Hasuhana grew alarmed. "I... I... I... d-didn't lie... exactly... I d-didn't know what I was d-doing!" she protested. "You... d-drugged me," she said, looking down. "And... I d-don't... know you... I... I mean... I c-can't..." she trailed off, not able to finish her sentence.

Alice stares at her before tears finally release from her eyes and she stands up. "...You hate me...Everyone fucking hates me...Why can't I ever be fucking happy!" she turns and runs off.

"A-Alice!" she called, alarmed. "I... d-don't hate you... I t-think" she said quietly. She stared after Alice, before picking up her book and sweater, slipping her feet into her shoes and started to shuffle down the hill, staring at the ground as she walked. "W-what... what is h-happening?" she muttered.

Alice stops at a tree and frantically begins beating her head against it crying and screaming loudly. Causing people to look at her and begin to panic and get alarmed, Some even run off to get some teachers. "WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY!" She screams, the pounding of her head slowly beginning to cause a wound on her head, red beginning to drip down her head, not a large amount, but still a small amount for now.

Hasuhana heard someone screaming and she looked around in alarm, seeing Alice pounding her head into a tree. "Robin-san!" she cried in alarm, running over to her and grabbing her shoulders to try and stop her from slamming her head into the tree. "Robin-san, you are going to hurt yourself!" she said, before noticing the blood dripping down her head. "Oh no..."

Alice turns and elbows her harshly in a fit of blind depression "LEAVE ME ALONE! YOU HATE ME JUST LIKE EVERYONE ELSE" She begins slamming her head the blood becoming more predominant. After a moment she stumbles and falls backwards holding her head still crying rolling around on the ground "I'm ugly! No one wants to be my Special friend! NO ONE NO ONE NO ONE!" She begins punching and beating the ground as if it would do something.

Hasuhana doubled over when she elbowed her, but looked back up at Alice. "Robin-san... I d-don't hate you... b-but there are some t-things... I... even if I d-don't hate you... it d-doesn't mean I l-love you... l-like that..." she said, crouching down by her, looking up to see if anyone around her was going to help, and was disheartened to see no one showed signs of intervening.

She snarled a bit and began biting at her tongue trying to rip it off. "You...You said you would! then you took it back! You hate me!" She screams out before biting down actually succeeding in biting through it just a bit not enough to do any perminant damage though.

"Robins-san!" she exclaimed, seeing her bite down. "I s-swear... I don't hate y-you... b-but... you d-didn't give me a r-real chance to s-say yes or no... y-you took advantage of m-me and... p-people... you can't do that and e-expect them to be ok w-with it..." she said quietly, trying to reach through the fit of blind misery that Alice had seemed to work herself into.

Alice grabs her hair pulling at it, the beautiful blond locks beginning to get pulled out of her head. "You would've said no! Everyone Says no! EVERYONE hates me! YOU ARE NO DIFFERENT!" She tries to force herself to her feet still amazingly crying she goes to move away only to fall forward and lay there sobbing.

"Robins-san... people... t-take time... you n-need to get to know t-them... p-people aren't j-just going to say y-yes immediately. Don't y-you see? And just b-because they say no d-doesn't mean they hate y-you..." she said, trailing off.

She stares at her whimpering before slowly curling up her head still bleeding really badly, to the point of puddling. "My parents didn't want me....My friends don't want me...and now the person I intrusted with my life doesn't want me....I just want to die...let me fucking die..."

Hasuhana looked around for something to stop the bleeding with, and settled on her sweater. She bundled it up and pressed it against the wound. "You... p-please... c-call an ambulance..." she said to somone who was staring at them. Then she looked back at Alice. "Robins-san... i-if you die... they'll be n-no chance for you to f-find someone to say y-yes," she said quietly.

Alice stares up at her "No...No one will say yes...No one likes me...No one wants me...No one would care if I died...Not you...Not anyone..." She shoves the sweater away, The person she asked to call and ambulence stumbles a bit but goes to call one. "Please...Just leave me alone....Like...I always am...Alone...." She continues crying.

Hasuhana pressed the sweater back to her head, holding it there a little more firmly to keep her from pushing it away as easily again. "Y-you don't have to b-be alone Alice. You j-just need to get to k-know people before you t-try to claim them..." she said sadly.

Alice looked up at her "...So If I had gotten to know you, You'd want to be mine...?" She said the blood sticking up her sweater. The woman seemed ti calm down...for now.

"W-well... I d-don't really know. It w-would depend... on w-what kind of person y-you are..." she said quietly. "Not e-everyone will l-like you or want t-too be y-yours... but there w-will be people that w-will want too. It j-just depends on the p-person."